29 Oct 2015

Anger

Anger is a feeling that affects us all. When it comes to anger many people express it in different ways. Some people tend to express their anger in inappropriate way such as anger explosion.

A lot of my friends said that it is so hard for them to see me get angry. One day one of my friend said that he wanted to make me angry. When I asked why, their responds are that I am the total opposite of my normal self when I am angry. I am no longer the person they know anymore. I guess when people are used to you being all rainbows and sunshine, the will not expect you to have days with thunderstorms.

Born as introvert, I cannot quickly become affable with people whom I meet for the first time. Therefore I always thankful towards people who approach me first. When people see me they said that I look arrogant and cold. But the people around me that I am not like that. Truthfully I am more affectionate and warm-hearted than people think. I can be very friendly with people who I comfortable with.

When I was in standard 2, I sit beside a boy named Hakimin. He was a naughty boy in my class. One day he steal my pensil colour. The pensil colour was given by my parents as a birthday present. I was so sad because I never use it before. I brought it to the school because we have Arts Subject on that day. He took my pencil colours and he thrown it from the balcony. I was so shocked and so angry till I cannot control myself. I asked him why he did this to me. He replied he hate sitting besides me and he hate our class. I was so angry and I hit his head with my stainless steel water bottle. Then we both were brought to the headmaster. That was my first time I hit someone with my bottle and my first time I met the headmaster.

Since that day my friends prefer to keep things that will infuriates me because they scared that I might scolded them. Of course I can be grumpy at times but it is not my intention to make them feel petrified since I love myself being happy.

I tend to mask my anger by saying "It's okay. No worries." rather than turning into The Hulk.

When I am angry I will turn into this monster. 

When I asked Flowers how do I react when I was angry, they said that I always punch the table. Hahaha.
This is their reaction.






#Ifightfor being patient and the strength of to be able to control my anger.  Trust me, being patient can save you form hurting a lot of people. Plus, anger cannot solve this any problem and you will left you in deep trouble if you let it conquer you.


Anger is a killing thing. It kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had before - it take something from him. -Louis L' Armour. 

No comments: